is it a MISTAKE...??

after u left me..i feel lost...i feel akward...i feel guilty...

i'm not suppose to lie to u...but...i still lie...i dunno why i did dat...honestly,i really want to tell da truth...to tell u everything..but...i dun hv da courage..i try to find a tyme..but its too late cuz u find it 1st...

i nver seen u mad like diz...i nver seen u dissapointed like diz..n its all my fault...cant say sorry anymore cuz too many sorry i had said..juz hope n beg u can forgve me even it takes tyme...     

when u said its all over now...we breaking up..i juz keep my mouth shut...i think diz is da bez...but...after a few days..i feel lost..i miss u..n i want to cntct u..but...i knoe u hate me so much...u r perfect..u can be a perfect husband...but i dun no why i still can let u go juz like dat...hmm.. 

if u read diz....pls forgve me..dats all i ask 4...i wont ruin u life anymore...thanx 4 everything...i sorry,again...