25 April 2011

r u da one..???

yes..i already found some1...he nice..he  want me no matter who i am...honestly,he juz like u..da more i wit him..da more i miss u..sriusly...da way he care me,juz like u did..da way he treat me juz da way u always treat me...
yes..he love as so much..n he want me badly like u want me...these few days i feel awkward n unsure of my feelng..
i really want to cal u n msg u..but u ask me not to coz it will hurt u more..n u r facing final now so u need to focus..i dun want to be selfish...so i wont cal u if u dun want to...thanx 4 loving me..n sory 4 hurting u...
in da mean tyme..yes,there is sum1..but he juz like u...so it make me confuse...i really not sure how my feelng is...
i will think carefully b4 i agree to hv relationship wit any of u...i dun want to regret n i dun want one of u regret too...
love is a feeling n it is sumtin that cant be hide or throw away dat easy...  



really hope u read diz too..<3

10 April 2011

hope u read this..:(

honestly...i miss u...so much..!! wana cal u but i knoe its not my right...its selfish...
honestly..i really hope u read this..so u knoe i still miss u..
honestly,its a hard decision...n stupid too..but i hv too..
honestly, i want to turn the tyme back..but its impossible...
honestly, there still hope..but i dunno how to make it true...

remmber..??

honestly, i always look at our pictures..we were sweets..
honestly, its hard to find some1 like u,perfect..!!

 happy...right..?

everything that happen is my fault...
dun blame urself...
i try to fix it back..hope everythng is back to nrmal..